I happened to browse through my friends' diaries since I was killing some time here in the library. Then I came across this.

I would just like to apologize to jussy. I wasn't clear about what I was trying to convey in my previous entry. My ideas were also too general and that I failed to specify anything. First, I didn't really mean all the things mike said in his blog. I was just trying to shortcut it to "he wrote everything that i was trying to write" when I actually meant "he wrote some things that I were trying to write". Forgive me for my lack of clarity in my words. I didn't have enough sleep when I wrote that, and so my mind may have been blurred that time. I'm also a blur naturally, as most people have commented.

But I would just like to say that I am not insensitive to the feelings of those who didn't come. I understand you have reasons. I didn't even think that those who didn't come didn't care at all. I knew they care. I was just saddened by the fact that only few people came when I expected more people to come (I shouldn't have put my expectations too high in the first place). I was not mad that people didn't come. I was just saddened. That's it.

Again, I'm really sorry for all those things I wrote. I was just trying to write what I've observed (that we tend to gather less lately), and I tend to be very general. I failed to see the consequences of my words. And about the "bond thing", everyone can just forget it because it doesn't make any sense. We have that bond, but we're just busy. I know, the thoughts always count. As long as we care for each other, that's enough :) I was just blinded when I wrote about that bond thing. I was just too emotional and tired.

Again (again), sorry